merdeka?

nahh..im not a patriotic girl..

merdeka is nth to me...

summore my merdeka shud b 16th sept..not 31st..

today i wasted my whole day..

appearing almost every second in FB..

without even putting my eyesight to taxation

which is juz in front of me -_-''

this time reli die lor..

tot extra one day of holiday will let me finish revising

even for one subject..but I CANT :'(

wad i nid to read not oni taxation..but oso my

FAR3 and AIS..haih!

失败！ 

i didnt go for breakfast, lunch, n dinner today..

becoz? i woke at 1230pm den skipped my breakfast..

den have my lunch which is maggi mee at around 3pm..

den dinner time which is 5pm..i still feel full..

right after 730pm which is end of dinner time..

i start to feel hungry...stupid stomach!

make me eat lots of my biscuits~

my block still no water..haizz!dunno wad happened!

other block got water..only ours..

damn pek chek wit walking all the way to next block toilet

plus SMELLY SMELL from the toilet..

haizz..some ppl reli uncivilized one..

ming ming noe the toilet no water still wan go..

SOOOO SMELLY!! *psssttt..ambipure!*

today oso..i downloaded alot of new songs..

but not one of them suits me -_-''

still 如果我变成回忆 is the best to describe my feeling now..

visited my fren's blog today..

wad she wrote seems telling me wad im thinking actually..

im with him.
but you r the one im thinking of.
i tried to give myself a chance..
but it is so hard for me..
coz 'it' not allowed me to do so..
i wish to put all the things behind..
start of something new..
but,
im still living in my past..
im not happy.
T.T

yea..dunno y i still cant let go of him...

I SHUD n I MUST but I CANT! T.T 

i nid make a decision..

i dun wan to stuck in middle den dunno wad shud i do..

wad i'll get juz hurting both of them..

i cannot b so selfish..

prawn! pls! make a decision or u'll regret later T.T

but i reli cant..i dun dare..i dun hav d strength..

失败！ 

juz saw my cousin's pict wit her beloved one..

can feel the happiness between them..

y cant i get the feeling?
still..祝她们幸福！永远甜甜蜜蜜！

perhaps prawn shud go sleep now..

to prevent her from thinking more n more..

nitess bloggie~

i love "you" <3

.E.M.O.